Halloween

 

 

Halloween

 

 

Okay, so I'm beyond hung-over. And I know what you're thinking not "that" kind of hung-over. Halloween hung-over, as in I got so stuffed with candy the day before today and I feel like crap. All's I want do today is sleep and sleep until Wednesday, which is when I have to go back to school. But according to my mom sleeping all day and night is not really living so I'm awake and missing my sweet, comfy, luscious bed every single second I'm talking to you people. So what's going on in my life you ask? Well, I'm getting started on the book Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, just so you know I'm a very big reader. I took a walk to the golf course near my neighborhood, which was really pretty with all the leaves turning colors but also really windy. I am so not looking forward to winter time, the only thing I like about snow is how pretty it is and the way a snowflake melts in your mouth. Halloween resolution: I really need to start living more! I mean I am 15 for God's sake! I practically have one foot in the fricking grave! I mean have what 20 years left until I'm dead, so you know what? I really mean it this time I am going to live life to the fullest, well I'm going to try anyway and I expect everyone out there reading this to do the same. Don't let life pass you by, get behind that wheel and take it for the ride of your life. That's my plan anyway, wish me luck!;)

Heartbreak

                                                                      Heartbreak

Right now I'm on Spring Break, but I'm a freshman in high school so I don't have any big plans unless you count sleeping in and watching television. Last Friday my best friend who shall remain unnamed had her first heartbreak. He wasn't all that cute if you ask me, he had shaggy brown hair, wire rimmed glasses, a mustache, and if you saw him you'd think he was the stoner from the breakfast club but the guy in the breakfast club is way hotter. I remember, at lunch she came up to me crying and it didn't really startle me because she cries every five seconds because she's way too emotional. But I noticed that she was crying right after she got back from talking with "Michael" so I said "Why are you crying, did Michael tell you he had cancer or something?" And nope he didn't have cancer, god I wish it was that. After weeks of flirting with her, walking with her, snuggling with her, and nearly kissing her he said he was sorry but they couldn't be together because he had a girlfriend. So basically what I'm saying is he lead her on. Seriously what is wrong with this guy? I mean everyone knows how emotionally damaged she is, it's like he did it on purpose just to break her. I keep telling her that he was never the one for her and she's just a few heartbreaks away from meeting that perfect someone. Who am I kidding? It'll be a million heartbreaks away until she'll meet the one. For God's sake we're in high school! I know that I've only ever dated one guy but I tell people differently because I guess I'm embarrassed that I've had chances to date guys but didn't because of tiny flaws. I guess I'm just one of those girls who's in love with the idea of love. But I know that even if you end up alone in your final days you've had love before but you have to decide whether your going to be one of those people who lets it slip away or a person who holds on to it with everything they got. So yes you're going to have a million heartbreaks but it'll be worth all the pain when you find the light at the end of the tunnel.